Yeap..These Few Days I Had A Mixture Of Feelings.
Angry.(Quite Unhappy With Some Com Issue And My Mum!)
Disappointed.(Sometimes I Did Really Felt That I Hate My Life Alot.Afterall,This Is My Family,My Life.Life Was Full Of Up*s And Down*s.)
Tired.(Maybe I'm Not Used To It By Waking Up At 7am Everyday.)
Happy.(By Making My Friends Laughing,I Felt Happy Too!)
Nervous.(Sometimes I Felt Nervous Because Of The Atmostphere.)
Sad.(Missing A Person I Like Seems To Be A Sad Thing For Mi.There's Lots Of Reasons For It.
Lonely.(Sometimes Just Wanna Be Alone And I Will Start Thinking Lots Of Stuff.)
Love.(Nothing Much.Maybe I Just Wanna Be Loved By You Or Someone That Care About Me.)
Thats All,Kinda Moody Nowadays.
But Somehow Frens Can Get You Out Of The Blue Mood.They Can Brighten Your Days!
Just Now My Frens Came To My House Watching Dvds.3 Of Us Were Watching LOTR And I Was Making Them Laughing By Saying Some Lame Remarks And So On.Those Who Know Me Well Enough Will Know What Kind Of Person I Am.
I Felt Kinda Happy!If I Was The 1 Who Make Them Laugh OR They Were The Ones Whom Make Me Laugh,I Will Just Get Into The Atmostphere.I Will Stop Thinking About Other Matters And Have Fun With Them.They Were Quite Funny And Same Goes To Me ^^.
My Frens Just Went Home And I'm Kinda Moody And Start Thinking About Something.Reguarding To What I'm Thinking,Of Course Is Not A Good Thing :*(.Thats The Reason Why I Get Moody Sometimes.When I Get Moody,I Will Start Thinking And Thinking And Thinking About Lots Of Things!
I Might BreakDown Because Of My Life.I'm Trying To Focus On My Studies.But Family Matters Seems To Be A Problem For Me Too!I Really Love My Family.Just That Some Problems Leads Me To Hatred.I'm Trying To Control My Emotions And Feelings.I'm Confused While Writing This Entry..I'm Kinda Lost..I Just Wanna Lead A Simple Life.
The Problems Lies On My Mum And Father Or Even Me!The Actions Made By My Dad From The Past Was Unforgiven And As For My Mum,Sometimes She Will Nag/Scold Me With Words That Was Just Too Hurting For Me That She Dosen't Knew It.I Know They Love Me If I'm Not Wrong.
I Will Try Working At Changi Airport This Year For My Own Allowance.Actually I Didnt Feel Like Working,But I Don't Wanna Be A Burden To My Mum.I Kinda Hate My Mum And Dad But Afterall They Are Part Of The Family And My Life.
I Will Try My Best To Love Them More...Haish..Lets Not Talk About My Family..Its A Long Story And Complicated.Just Felt Sad,Confused And Complicated.Maybe I Think Too Much.I Try Not To Think About It.Hope I Can Lead A Simple Life!(My Simple Life - Like You Normal Humans Living In This World.Just That I Dont Wanna Get Stress By Some Unnecessary Stress Like Family Problem.
Maybe I Just Wanna Be Loved By You(Someone That Is Inside My Heart And Mind.)Hope That I Got You As My Girl-Friend To Accompany Me.As You Know,Sometimes A Girl Accompany You Will Be Better Than A Boy Accompany You.It Depends On Your Feelings/Mood.Sometimes Finding A Girl To Talk To Will Be Better Than Finding A Buddy To Talk To.(Maybe I Felt Girls Are More Understanding And Maybe In My Mind,I'm Thinking Of You.)
(BUT There's 1 Thing About Me.I'm A Person Who Get Nervous Easily.I Always Get Nervous When There's Girls/Talking To Girls Or Stranger Around.I'm More Flexible With People That I Can Communicate With Or Known For A Long Time.)
I Realli Like A Girl From The Other Country,And Its Kinda Hurting To See Her In This Status.She Got Hurt By This Guy And I Realli Hope To Bring Laughter And Happiness To Her.Everytime She Online On The Msn,I Will Start Chatting With Her And Trying To Make Her Happy.Seems Like That Doesn't Work.
I Seldom See Her Online Nowadays.Maybe Was Because Our Online Timing Were Different.I Wanted To Comfort Her And Care About Her.Maybe I Just Wanna Be Loved By Her.I Just Hope She Accept My Love And I Don't Need Her To Give Me Any Love InReturn.
Accepted By People You Loved,You Will Felt Being Loved Too Right^^?.I Just Wanna Be A Person Standing Beside Her That Care About Her And Comfort Her.I Think That's Impossible.As You Can See,We Came From Different Country.Hope She's Doing Well In Her Life And In Dancing.Well,Being Friends Might Be Better Than GF/BF Relationship.
Boi:
(When You Like A Girl,You Will Feel Like Wanting Her To Be Your GF.Because You Wanna Be Loved By Her,Care About Her,Comfort Her And Stay Beside Her When She Needs You.)
Girl:
(When You Like A Boi,You Will Feel Like Wanting Him To Be Your BF.Because You Wanna Be Loved By Him,Care About Him,Comfort Him And Stay Beside Him When He Needs You.)
Same For Both Girl And Boy.Thats My View Of It.
Being Friends Might Be Better Than GF/BF Relationship:
(There's Lots Of Reason Of It.I Can't Think Of It Maybe I Too Tired Right Now But I Can Feel It.Because I Will Prefer This Fren Relationship With A Girl I Like.)
Haku - Was In A Mixture Feelings At The Moment.
Trying To Accept His Life With No Hatred And Sadness.
Stay Strong.
Overcome Problems.
Love Her Lots Even though We Live In Different Country.